Among the more direct characters from the alphabet is that the H, which resembles quite a brief ladder -- and based on early Chaldean numerology and script -- which is among its meanings (another having an open window, which includes the identical message - an open window lets the atmosphere in and offers an exit, whereas a closed window generates rancid air and no exit ). . .or to hem and haw, hedge and wait patiently for so long as the chance will pass them .
The option for holders of this H, particularly when it's the very first letter, is equally a religious and bodily one: scaling the ladder contributes to recovery, hope and highs which are religious in nature whilst descending the ladder contributes to dangerous customs, deep hearts and risks which are physical in character. Depending on the number 5, that seeks freedom, freedom, communication, affects and above all, stimulation of the senses, the H is exposed to the necessity to experimentation or escape and therefore, occasionally resides in the reduced vibration of dependence and poisonous relationships before the strength is discovered to try, once again, to rise above .
The H/5 is about failure and success as well as the choices made resulting in . What's available to this particular letter energy is achievement, health and stability. What's also readily available to it's failure, dependence and insanity.
As a individual, the balanced H is friendly, enjoyable to be around, very funny (ha-ha), intelligent, religious, nurturing, intuitive and empathic and receptive to whatever that calms the senses, whether that's good food, beverage, music or artwork. . .an openness which also includes (maybe regrettably ) a predisposition toward realizing the perfect manifestation of love -- if the H'drops', it does so using its whole being, or, its'entire heart' that can have dramatic consequences in the event the H doesn't heed the should look before it jumps!
A huge area of the H is affected by emotions, thus it's vulnerable to harm feelings, feelings and self-doubt which may quickly result in self-destructive patterns and behavior. . .but that's all part of the journey surrounded in the sign of this ladder. Fortunately, holders of this H energy will often have strong friendship bonds which will kick in if slippage occurs: helping hands will frequently turn into their saving grace.
If, like me, you've got an H or 2 on your title, understand this -- there's an integrated security feature within this character that provides us the advantage to keep rising: it permits us to observe the surface of the ladder, even if we are standing in its base.
So next time you're feeling the impulse to follow your heart -- even though you are frightened of heights -- choose it.